Getting Healed From Church Hurt!

Written by Jane van Zundert

Hi, I am Jane, I am married and a mother of four. My mission in life is to inspire and motivate you, on how you can break free from fear, shame, and resentment and start creating a balanced life, so that you can begin to enjoy your total freedom and never get stuck again in life.

April 12, 2021

Jesus answered and said unto her, If thou knewest the gift of God, and who it is that saith to thee, Give me to drink; thou wouldest have asked of him, and he would have given thee living water. John 4:10-14 Have you be wounded in the gathering of God? Have you been mishandled, by the very ones that called themselves men and women of God?

Sometimes I go down on my knees and, just pour everything out at the feet of Jesus. I would talk to Him and ask God, why is it that those that claim to be his messengers, God’s mouthpiece, and preacher of His Word have decided to turn the sound doctrine of Christ into merchandise for themselves?

They are not bothered, by the lives, they crushed on their way to success. Why have these false preachers chosen to blasphemy the name of God and choose to preach messages of doom, instead of hope and salvation to their followers? These were my questions after the incident that happened in the place I used to fellowship.

Before the lockdown, few things became very suspicious in the church, and l would wonder if that is how the message of God should be preached. The messages were all about, paying painful seed, either in cash or kind and each time the preacher will stand to preach, is either he is gossiping about other pastors, cursing whosoever that wants to overthrow him and sometimes singing praises to his spiritual father, that is the founder of the church or singing praises to himself and his wife.

People will say don’t mention names of the church, if everyone decides to be quiet how will the lost and those held captive by these false preachers be set free?. So I choose to mention the name of the church Liberation city A.K.A Grace Nation whose branch is suited in Lagos Nigeria has become a money-making machine.

People now go there to partner with the head, to be able to open a branch in parts of the world. Trained pastors are fighting among themselves just to be favored by the head. They use all manners of things to fight themselves to attain certain post and positions. It has become all about money and their firm, no longer about Jesus’s death, burial, and resurrection. So l happened to be in one of the branches in Europe, which is headed by one of the sons of the prophets by the name Micheal and his wife Kindness Vera Okabor Nwanfor. These couples were only concerned about the money that was been sowed into their pockets. 

Their messages were always all about money and, when the money is not sowed, their reaction becomes so obvious. I and my family began to live from hand to mouth. Things were no longer working out. I became so disturbed, that I began to look deep into the Bible to see if there is anywhere, God said we should pay for our deliverance. I could not find any place in the Bible rather the place where Christ took an open shame for me.

He was crucified on the cross for my sins and my freedom and He said it was finished. Jesus knew that his mission was now finished, and to fulfill Scripture he said, “I am thirsty.” A jar of sour wine was sitting there, so they soaked a sponge in it, put it on a hyssop branch, and held it up to his lips. When Jesus had tasted it, he said, “It is finished!” Then he bowed his head and gave up his spirit. John 19:28-30 He was bruised so that I may be able to face my tomorrow and, his clothes were divided so that every divided attention in my life will become whole. 

A lot of things were going wrong in my life, my marriage, my friends, my job, and my health. It was as if they were delighted in my health issues. So whenever I called them to tell them that I was sick it was time to pay a seed. At a point, l stopped calling, and the wife will call to find out if everything was okay in my home. My children became scared most of the time and the young one will always dream about the serpent and Satan. I became really worried that I threw away all the prophetic materials in my house and turned to my Bible and my everlasting God. 

Most people will not realize how much damage has been done to them until they find their way back to the sound doctrine of Christ. 

When the Covid broke out, this set of people were still conducting service and deliverance. Just about five of them. And on a faithful day, a girl manifested, this is the very girl that they use as their divination person. Because it is whatever she says that the preacher will act on. One day she manifested and said that almost all the members in Amsterdam and Germany branch were witches and wizards. This preacher took it and drove everyone away. And because it was Covid, he decided to block them from his phone and the wife did the same and, they went on to instruct others that were not mentioned to do the same thing. 

When the news came to me, I was surprised but at the same time thanking God for revealing the false ministry in that manner. 

Know Your Real Enemy

Please do listen and read this post with calmness. We all have to remember that we might be living among our real enemies, and that can be those that have chosen to take on the assignment of the Devil to manipulate and deceive the very true elected people of God. These false peachers will stop at nothing till they see the people fall and submit to their trick and manipulative act. Anything that points to Christ’s death and his freedom of power is seen by them as wrong. The devil came to kill, steal and destroy. John 10:10.

He is angry at those that want to genuinely serve God, and these people become the target for his attack. But no worries, because if God is for us who can be against us absolutely nobody! We are God’s army, Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord and the power of His might. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places. Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand Ephesians 6:12.

 I can say that ever since this has happened, l denounced that ministry, and I and, my family moved on. The grace and mercy of God have set us free. I can see better now, that Jesus has paid the price, there is no need of running from pillar to post all in the name of miracle and deliverance. My Joy in Christ for sufficient for me and my family. The bad and scary dream is gone. 

Let us watch carefully the place we go to. Let us not be so itching to run after signs and wonders. Yes, miracles still happen. It must not be from preachers look deep and see how many times God has to save and deliver you even without anyone laying their hands on your head, or paying money into the account of your prophets. God still heals, Jesus still performs miracles only if you will look for Him genuinely. Have that personal relationship with Him and your life will never remain the same.

Please beware of False Preachers. Say No To False preachers.

Please feel free to share this video with your friends and loved ones. 

Remember I’m your sister in Christ. 

Love you.

Remain blessed.

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